You know how it is....
... on one of those days.
You wake up after a night of restless sleep and uninterpretable dreams only to find a black bear messed up your front yard. And backyard.
Because in your fatigue you chose to believe the bear
had moved on, and you didn't bring the bird feeders inside
overnight.
Plus, there is an ongoing chipmunk explosion in your flowerbeds which brings digging dogs and snakes. You find skunk holes everywhere while cleaning up the bear mess. So there could be a canine + stink rendezuous in your future. You are overwhelmed by the amount of farm work needing to be done. You feel like a failure.
Plus, there is an ongoing chipmunk explosion in your flowerbeds which brings digging dogs and snakes. You find skunk holes everywhere while cleaning up the bear mess. So there could be a canine + stink rendezuous in your future. You are overwhelmed by the amount of farm work needing to be done. You feel like a failure.
How then do you live?
You work harder and faster, right? Actually, no, it's best to breathe deeply then and go for a walk. Feel the ground beneath your feet. Meditate. Ask for gratitude, patience, an easing of perfectionism, self-acceptance.
You work harder and faster, right? Actually, no, it's best to breathe deeply then and go for a walk. Feel the ground beneath your feet. Meditate. Ask for gratitude, patience, an easing of perfectionism, self-acceptance.
Eventually, you find wonder! Which leads to gratitude and self-acceptance.
As you walk and marvel, you begin remembering who you really are, and how much you love wildlife.
Well written Sharon! One day at a time! Sometimes overwhelming but there is always tomorrow!
ReplyDeleteYes, there's always tomorrow. (Sounds like a song. :)
ReplyDeleteCertainly can relate. The challenge of enjoying what is, rather than striving for manicured gardens. I consoled myself with describing my gardening style as "Creative Chaos Gardening". In the unexpected one can find beauty. Your writing is inspiring!
ReplyDeleteI like that, Auntie O... Creative Chaos Gardening!
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